My best friend has never talked to me about my SI. Last night he told me he didn’t understand why I couldn’t use words to express how i feel. I do but words don’t always work bc he becomes this alternate ego that is constantly rude and degrading and sarcastic. How can i explain that to him, that i try but it doesn’t work. And that sometimes words don’t or can’t express how you feel? How can i help him understand why I resort to SI?