so… i’m feeling pretty lousy today i really don’t even know how to explain it but i wanna SI sooo bad 🙁 gosh, it’s like it haunts ever thought i have and i hate it… yet i have no idea what do to, someone help me please. i’ve been so very lost lately but i can’t bring myself to tell people about how i’m feeling, at times i can’t even put how i feel into words and if i did people would know what i was talking about :'(