On both sunday and monday I’ve injured and I’m terrified with summer coming soon that somebody might notice the abnormal scars….  I don’t know why I did it I stopped SI in August but I still thought about it excessively and I couldn’t stop and I just couldn’t help it…and now I really wanna tell my one friend who makes me talk about the depression and injuring that I “stopped” in her mind even though I don’t want to talk about it. But the only thing is I know that it will go straight to her mom who will tell my mom I just want her to keep it a secret but still make me tak about it even though I know that I don’t want to talk about it…I will not admit it to her but it makes me feel better.