hey… i don’t usually write on here ever but i do sometimes. my momma had open heart surgery on Friday and it was the most nerve racking hours of my life… i hated it. she made it through though and that’s truly a God given merical… i love her sooo much!!! i just can’t loose her… i’m such a momma’s girl it’s pathetic 😀 but i don’t care!!! i haven’t SI’ed in like three months so i’m happy about that but its been hard.. i don’t how much longer i can go without it 🙁
anyway i know a thing that will keep your hands busy for hours!!!
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I think you should be congratulating yourself for going 3 months without SIing! That is great! You say that you don’t know how much longer you can go without it, you’ve already gone 3 months, why not 3 more? To help you keep going, figure out what has been helping for the last 3 months and what you have been doing to cope with your emotions or triggers instead of SIing. Whenever you find yourself in a bad situation, try using these other strategies (healthy ones!) to help go one more day! I see you’ve already found something to keep your hands busy, ever try modelling clay or doing a puzzle? One of the most important things to truly stop SIing is finding things that work for you! You sound like a very strong person with your Mom and going 3 whole months without SIing. I wish you the best of luck!
Congratulations on everything. On your mom making it. And on you not SIing in 3 months! That’s really good! Good job. 🙂