Well im starting 2 get si impulses again. Infact the only reason i dnt give n is if i do my bf will kick me out. It has been 2 months since i have, but 2 b honest, i would almost welcome defeat and failure, just 4 that feeling i get 4m si. I dnt want 2 go bk 2 si but it is calling my name.
It is your choice. It has always been your choice. Tell the urges and thoughts to go away – tell them this outloud. Start living in declaration that you don’t need SI anymore. Tell yourself this over and over and over again. Start living it by giving up your tools too. Get rid of your physical temptations to hurt yourself.
If you want to fail, you will. If you want to succeed, you will. Take responsiblity for it.