I dont understand, i was doing so good. The past few weeks tho, ive been really moody. I havent gotten any si impulses, but i have caught my mind wondering n2 even more dangerous territory. I moved n w my bf, but the past few weeks things have been a little rough. He says things that really hurt, and the more he says, the more sencetive i get 2 it. I tried 2 leave, but that didnt even last 3 days b4 i came bk. I love him, but he i cant handle it if he keeps hurting me w his words.
You NEED to GET OUT. I lived with a verbally abusive BF who was an alcoholic.
NO ONE deserved to be abused, and have their self-esteem and worth destroyed. He was part of the reason I started SI’ing, because he made me feel worthless. I am 41 now, and recently divorced, so the SI’ing has started again.
PLEASE, PLEASE seek some help from a domestic violence group. Words are abuse too.