so for a while there i was being really good. like really good.  but these past coulple of weeks have just been awful. like everything, every insecurity, every pain i ever had just came back to me and there was nothing i could do. i’m falling apart, and i’m trying to help my friend whose going through a hard time but sometimes i just don’t know what to tell her. like when she tells me that she’s numb or she can’t feel i just stop talking or change the subject cause id never want her to do what i do. i’m jsut becoming so confused and i don’t know hwat to do. i’ve been seriously considering ending my life.  I don’t know what to do!