My SIing had gotten better and then the urges worse and then the urges consumed my mind again. But as I said in my last post I will not just try, I will succeed. And I am! I haven’t had an urge in almost a week, and I know its just one week but any improvement is good in my mind; especially because its not a week of no SIing, it is a week of no urges a week of pure hope for the future. I know I going to have to keep staying strong and journaling and keeping my support group of friends close and informed on what is going on in this head of mine but for now I am happy. It has been some time since I felt truly happy.

I hope everyone out there having a bad day or just needing a little something to make their glass 1/2 full instead of 1/2 empty stays strong and finds what they’re looking for. I know it is hard. I have been there and done that. I am staying strong and will continue. One of my favorite quotes is “we are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.” So when you’re having a bad day remember to not look at the gross stuff in the gutter but the beautiful stars above.