I don’t know what to do. My SI has been getting worse so quickly. I can’t go a day without it anymore. I lose my mind and its all I can think about. Jake is angry at me because I do it but he’s the person I go to to talk and I texted him because I needed to talk but he’s angry cuz other things happened today and he said he didn’t feel like talking. I cried for the first time since chris broke up with me. I’ve just been so stressed lately with hiding my sexuality and SI from friends and family and Jake is mad at me and doesn’t like bisexuals or homosexuals…I’m bi. Its just really difficult, not to mention my father and school and this girl I like…its all getting to be too much to handle…