relapsed after almost 2 weeks of not SIing. dissapointed. didn’t tell anyone yet. don’t plan on it either. i feel like i’m going back to rock bottom, back to square 1. i don’t know what to do. i was so strong, and now i’m giving up again. i hate myself for this.
hi there, dont be dissapointed becouse you didnt s.i. your for two weeks, actually thats pretty good :]. S.I feels pretty good and with a relief feeling. but it doesnt helps at the end. just hang there until something good happens.. ive been in the same situation many times before but however, dont guive up and dont hate youre self. i bet you are a really good person :]
thanks :] people tell me i’m a good person… i don’t believe them though. if i were a good person i’d be able to stop for all the people i love in my life and all the people who love me. but i can’t. i’m selfish =/ oh well. thanks for the comment, it made me happier :]