ah so ive been injuring for like a year now. and it become a habit. i hate it so much and wished i could stop. i get made fun of me injuring all the time. which makes me do it even more. and after i SI i hate the fact that i did it that i wanna do it all over again. at time i feel like my tool is all i have left to go to. my friends dont understand me. and my family is never ever there for me. everyday i go to bed wishing ill will never wake up. ive gave up on everything, and it so hard to start caring again. i spend all day in my room. doing nothing but wanting to injure, i hate it how SI controls me. ive tried killing myself more than once. and failed all of them. i just need someone to help to out. to hear me and know where im coming from. i just want someone to care.
I hear you. It hasn’t been so very long since all I would do all day, everyday, was sit alone in my room with my tools. I’ve also struggled with SI for about a year, and have struggled a lot with suicide issues. Just know that you’re not alone and that you CAN make it through this! It can be hard to connect with people who understand, but at the least, look for the people who will love you whether or not they do understand. And, all of us on this site care!! : )
I know what you are going through, as Im going through that right now as well. My friends don’t understand and my family is never there for me anymore either. But don’t give up. There are people out there who can hear you and understand. Please email me at lauragirl1930@hotmail.com and i will listen to whatever you have to say and understand because I know exactly what you are going through.
same goes for me. i understand what you are going through. i have been struggling with SI for 2 years now and i still feel lost. I dont want anyone to have to go through the same things i am going through because i know how hard and scary it is. I want to be there for you even if i dont know you. Please email me at crazystar444@ca.rr.com and i will listen and care for what you have to say. because just as esperar said, everyone on this site cares. We all need help and i want to help anyone even if i need to help myself tooo.