most days of the week i ask myself what am i doing here why does no one care why does it seem like i cant do anything right or do the best anyone seems to want from me why do i feel like such a faliure why does everything seem to go wrong..im so tired of the way i feel i just want it all to go away and end…i get so fustrated and so mad at myself i dont know what to do…where do i turn who do i go to what am i suppose to do
now i may be young and unwise and this may sound very irritating, but i believe the only one who can really answer those questions is *bump buh duh dah!* yourself! there is no miracle cure to depression or ptsd of bipolar disorder or anything that might cause those thoughts unfortunately, and to stop feeling so blue can involve lots of therapy, medication and effort on your part. it might not for you- it is for me. honestly, all i know for sure is that your life will never be worthless and you are most definately cared about. there is a reason you are here and you cant give that up. good luck