most days of the week i ask myself what am i doing here why does no one care why does it seem like i cant do anything right or do the best anyone seems to want from me why do i feel like such a faliure why does everything seem to go so tired of the way i feel i just want it all to go away and end…i get so fustrated and so mad at myself i dont know what to do…where do i turn who do i go to what am i suppose to do