Hi,
As you can tell this is my first blog and Im a bit nervus, I have been self harming for 2 years and I have scars in many places. I think I could stop, but the thing is i dont want to. I love the control it gives me. My therapist told me that if the injuring gets any worse he’s going to hospitilize me, that is like a nightmare for me. I am a germ freak. I even had a dream, that i was put into the hospital and straped down to the bed. They had to give me meds to calm down because I was freaking out about the straps being used on other people who could have been dirty….
Eww now I don’t want to go haha no I completely understand about not wanting to stop. I’m going through the same thing right now. I mean I’ve tried but it always fails because I want it. One you conquer that I think it will be easier. Not saying it will be easy just easier.