its my senior year its suppose to be the best year ever right? well wrong!!! everything is all wrong…i lost my best friend in the whole world and we have been friends since grade 6. and now she is gone because of some girl who is twice as old as us and she has only known her for 3 months i dont understand….we do so much together where like track,school,volleyball,prom, and now maypole…and she makes everything feel so uncomfortable and hard for me…everyone who i thought was my friend wasnt now these people dont talk to me they only talk about me and it hurts so badly…i dont know what to do all i can think of is i hate her i hate her for what she has done…i made it 2 weeks without breaking down but not tonight its so hard and it is even harder when your mom says to stop let it go…do you know how hard that is??it is extremly hard!! i have to put that fake smile on and pretend im happy when im so not..i feel the total opposite and all i have done all day is cry and it just ugh i dont know anymore…i feel like i dont belong that all i need to do is leave and not look back anymore to leave this town and everyone in it…i wish so badly that i could just start all over some where else and not have this anymmore…