i keep having these urges and they’re driving me crazy!!! i have no idea how 2 get them 2 go away!!! i want to SI sooo bad lately… i haven’t which is good but i don’t know how long I’ll beadle to last without SI. the longest i’m been SI free was seven months but i slipped up. i hope i’ll beable to stop soon. my girlfriend wants me to stop smoking and SI. i’ll try for her and for myself because i might be pregnant.