I am 16 years old and SI has been the last three years of my life. I am really sick of this because I feel like I am missing these years of my life. It occupies my every thought and I cant stop thinking about it. I so badly want to stop but ive tried to stop so many times and i can never do without it. I don’t have any support because Nobody really knows about it and I moved out of home a few months ago because of difficulties with my family. I really want some help but I just don’t know where to turn and i don’t trust anyone. Sometimes it feels like I am screaming but no one can hear me or help me. Im really afraid that one of these days is going to be my last since I am taking this too far. But I just don’t know what to do. I have no one to turn to.