sometimes i wish it was so easy..you know the quit cold turkey? well sometimes i wish it was just that easy…many people think its like that just cold turkey! well for me it is totally not and sometimes i feel like i should little by little lessen my si but now more than ever it has been worse and worse…people say dont worry im here im never gonna leave you.. then they say i need to trust more but how can i do that when all i feel like is everyone is going to  leave me as soon as i trust them..that is how it has been going since day one…any advise? it would surely be taken