i have done everything. i am a fifteen year old girl in the need of help. but none of my friends can. i need help in the eyes of ones who truly understand how i feel. scared to be home, no father, dead brother, working hard, involved drugs within family, and distress fills my heart each and every day. each day it gets harder to hide the scars. every one i tell, fails to help me stop. i love my friends too much to keep putting the pain on them of me talking to them. i have no one else to go to. three friends know how fake i am. know that that smile i wear every day is not real. sometimes i am depressed over nothing. absolutely nothing. and i reach under my rug, and get it, and do stupid things that none of us should be doing. we are all too good to do it be what tell ourselves we deserve it. i do it because i cause pain, then i deserve it to. someone, any one, poeple, i dont care. just comment me back. i would appreciate anything absolutley anything that is said to me. this is my last possible cure.
I know what it’s like to have your family messed up. and i know how hard it is to hide the scars and it’s like a reminder everyday… =/ it really sucks. i do know how you feel though, and i know that friends will never quite understand what’s really going on with you. but if you want to talk or anything i’m here for you. my email is tayler_kristen@yahoo.com
youve been through alot as we all have and someone told me “itll only get worse before it gets better” and thats very true. i felt like that almost 2 years ago. i felt like i never could stop if i wanted to. i still havent but ive been doing it alot less. ive found the control. ive been through hell and back with all of this too. email anytime. im pretty sure we all understand what your going through. iheartwater@hotmail.com. stay strong and take it one day at a time.
I know exactly how you feel. I keep everything about S.I.ing to myself… I feel too ashamed and judged to tell anyone. Yet, I continue to do it. I’ve had people tell me I need professional help, but I don’t think I do. I just need someone to understand what I an going through and the reasons behind it.
your situation sounds similar to mine. i lost my father long ago. i lost my uncle who i was close to. my family deals with alcholism and smoking. and i just tend to be sad. my friends know, well some do, and sometimes i just feel depressed and want to cause myself pain. like right now. i have felt sad and depressed for several days. if you ever want to talk let me know. i know it helps me. my email/aim is aelitamoon19@aol.com , dont’ be afraid to message me. i have sought help and i know it is hard.
i just want you to know that you are not alone through this. I know exactly what you are going through as i am going through a lot of things similar to you right now. whatever you do, don’t give up, keep trying. i know its hard because i have to fight it myself every day and keep telling myself that one day things will get better and i will be able to stop. i am sixteen years old and have been self injuring for 3 years, and i felt exactly like you a year ago, but i think things are slowly improving for me. i still need help for my problem but i know that one day i will feel better. it is the same for you. you will feel better, even if it takes time. just don’t give up. if you want to talk i would love it if you emailed me at: lauragirl1930@hotmail.com. i would love to hear from you.
i know you feel like nothing can possibly get better but it can… i asure you of that. yeah, i’m not the happiest person but have been happy at one time and that’s a grat palce to be and if you give up you’ll never find it. there’s no such thing as a quick fix but in time you’ll be happier! if you ever need to talk feel free to email me at emo_chick44608@yahoo.com or cate1990@gmail.com
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well i’m kinda in the same boat , so i dont really have any room to give advice with out sounding like a hypocrite.
i’m not scared to be at home just hate it. me and my step dad dont really get along, so we keep our distance, and my mother and me wow yeah we dont get along at all.
i have dont alot of things . i started s.i. in 8th grade[i’m a senior now] i i thought i put it behind me, but really just covered it up with the drug use.
then i got into a fast relationship that ended with violence.that was the main reason i started s.i. again , because of the bad relationship. but just continued to do it till pretty much today.
its hard to really tell ur friends because they dont understand y we do it. they wont stop us becase they really dont want to get involved they only wish we would quit.
i’m not going to tell u to stop, cause its bad or cause u shouldnt do it, cause i dont want to quit so why should i ask u to.
we both know that the SI is bad, so why do we do it? truthfully idk , if u figure it out u should tell me.
i SI because i hate crying, and i tend to cry alot.
running used to help me , and music
but really finding some one to talk to who gets it , and understands and feels empathy for u rather then sympathy is really what we both need.
idk if this helped ne or was what u were looking for , but i hope it helped a lil
sincerely maranda
i literally appreciate every single thing all of you have said to me…i am going to try to talk to some of u through email. my friend just texted me and told me she saw my scars in the hottub the other day and it made her want to et back into doing it. so i would like someone to talk to…thank you..