I dont know what to do anymore.  I feel soo stuck and theres no way out.  I honestly dont believe I matter to this world, I look in the mirror and cant even look myself in the eyes, I do not know this person I’ve become.  It always hurts soo much and It just never stops, I didnt think it was possible to cry soo much.  My heart just hurts and I used to have some of those happy little moments, moments I loved but there getting less and less and I dont see that changing.  Nothing matters, not family friends or myself everyones fake no one honestly cares people a selfish and their only concern is themselves.  I just wish someone could ask me are you really okay, I want someone to actually care just let me cry, and let me release this baggage.  I want some help?