I dont know what to do anymore. I feel soo stuck and theres no way out. I honestly dont believe I matter to this world, I look in the mirror and cant even look myself in the eyes, I do not know this person I’ve become. It always hurts soo much and It just never stops, I didnt think it was possible to cry soo much. My heart just hurts and I used to have some of those happy little moments, moments I loved but there getting less and less and I dont see that changing. Nothing matters, not family friends or myself everyones fake no one honestly cares people a selfish and their only concern is themselves. I just wish someone could ask me are you really okay, I want someone to actually care just let me cry, and let me release this baggage. I want some help?