i feel so alone write now….. i feel like the emotions are overwhelming me. WHY tho im supposed to be strong im supossed to be a leader. i talked to the army physhcolgists and instead of trying to help me figure out a way to stop all he could think about was threating me and telling me if i do it again ill be kicked out of the army. i dont know what to do worse more i dont know how to make all these feelings inside of me disappear???  i just want it to end to be peaceful for once I WANT TO CRY! as lame as it sounds i cant i dont know why i just cant. well if anyone is out there i just really need to talk to someone who understands