So after trying to manage on my own for ages, i decided to tell a couple of my friends that i Si and i was so worried about how they would react, but at the end of the day, they’re my friends, they’re there for me whatever happens right? WRONG. One of my friends in particular firstly kept going on and on about how it was obviously for attention, because i had told people, and then even after i managed to persuade her it wasnt, now whenever i try to talk to her about it, she has a go at me, claiming i have no reason to be doing it. Why cant she understand its my coping mechanism? Why can’t she understand how hard it was to tell her in the first place? At the very least she must get that whenever she has a go at me, it doesnt exactly make me feel great about myself.