Another therapy place rejected me yesterday because of the injury problem.  I thought they would be OK b/c they have DBT so they wouldn’t freak out.  There was a telephone pre-screening and I was straight about the problem… why couldn’t they just brush me off then?  Instead I waited 2 weeks for an intake and 2 weeks to get a response only to find out they won’t see me B/C OF THE VERY REASON I TOLD THEM I NEEDED HELP.  This is the second time in a row this has happened and the fourth time in my life this has happened.  I can’t keep getting rejected.  It costs me SO MUCH.  I woke up at 3am with my stomach in a knot then dozed off and woke again at 5am hyperventilating.  I knew there was no way I was going to make it through the day w/out injuring so I took a Xanax that I had from a friend.  I hate Xanax and I know it’s bad that it’s not mine but it was better than the alternative.  It’s taken me down.  But how do I protect myself from keep getting rejected?  I need a plan.