I dont know know if this will make any sense at all.
I feel like im in a room with no doors or windows. I dont know what to do so i just walk. I keep walking into the walls. Each time it’s a different spot on the wall, but each time it hurts just as much. So i sit in the middle of the room and cry. But then i feel better and get up again. . . and as i start to walk, I just walk straight into another wall