I dont know know if this will make any sense at all.

I feel like im in a room with no doors or windows.  I dont know what to do so i just walk.  I keep walking into the walls.   Each time it’s a different spot on the wall, but each time it hurts just as much.  So i sit in the middle of the room and cry.  But then i feel better and get up again. . . and as i start to walk,  I just walk straight into another wall