AH! I had been clean from SI for almost a month. Man! My friend started again and then I found out that my dad divorced my stepmom, not that he bothered to call. I’m 13 and have been self harming for over a year. It doesn’t sound like very long but ehy it seems like forever. My mom used to do it aswell and I struggle with depression. Everything just seems to be going wrong and I injured myself. I feel like a total failure. It seems like all my hopes and dreams are lost. Well if you have any comments or anything my email is destinee.p@live.ca
you shouldn’t beat yourself up for a moment of weakness. Like you said, things are rough right now. You should just try and be proud of how long you went without self injuring-all you can do is try again! You should try talking to your mom about it-maybe she will understand where you are comeing from. If your friend self injured and thats what made you start again, maybe you should try to distance yourself from that person. I used to do the same thing, and me and my friend would just drag eachother down. You need to find a more stable place before you can depend on eachother.
Thanks. I talked to a counsellor and she really helped. Sometimes I am just so hard on myself…not sometimes. All the times. But hey im on the road to recovery and I need to stay strong. Thanks for the support. I appreciate it.
Much Thankxz,
ImpossibleLife
AKA
Dez