Okay. So normally I would never find myself doing this. Honesly, I didn’t believe I even had a self injury problem. I thought that it was no big deal; Yeah, I injure myself, so what? It took a serious reality check for me to realize that I needed to stop this. I hurt myself in a few ways.
The day that I found myself “quiting” for around the seventh time, I realized I had a big problem here. I almost felt like when I injured, I was getting back at those who hurt me by hurting myself… I’m hoping that someone can say that they feel the same way. It’s almost that I felt like I could hurt myself more than anyone else could hurt me. That made me feel like I had power over everyone in my life.
I definately have more to say… But this is already very hard for me. I hope someone sees this and talks to me.