Okay, well…I’m new here…stumbled on the site when I was looking something up. Its been a few years since I’ve S.I’ed and I stopped because I realized that I was doing it…just to do it. But…since things have been more stressful, its been on my mind and now…I get this pulsing in my wrist. Its seems compulsive. Like… scratching an itch. I don’t know why they’re coming up now when I haven’t done it in years.
Its, frankly, unnerving and I don’t know what I should do. I saw a counselor when it first happened but they just said it was stress anxiety and I wasn’t have the compulsion to do it. I just was wondering whether or not I should actually see someone about it again even though I’ve held out for so long…
I’ve had a physical response when I’ve gone without it too, actually. And it’s really made me nervous. I haven’t quit, but I also have quit a few times. Those only lasted a few months. But I’m rambling on.. I just thought it was a bit strange that I’ve had the same thing happen.