Hi everybody.

Can I just start this blog off by saying that life sucks?  Is that entirely too infantile?  Forgive me if it is, but it’s been incredibly hard to cope this week.  I am in the throws of a financial crisis, my plans for graduate school are all screwed up now…I feel depleted.  I’m in the process of finding a new place to live, because my two housemates are moronic and difficult to live with.  To make matters worse the group of people I was getting to know through my church are increasingly unsupportive about my borderline personality disorder as well as my depression, so everyday I’m pretty much alone once I get off from work.  I provide employment counseling for youth at my job, but it’s getting harder to be my best at work because with all the crap going on in my life I feel like I can’t be as emotionally available for them as I need to be.  Everyday I just keep thinking to myself, “I’m 24.  Shouldn’t things just feel a little easier right now?”  But they don’t.  And the SI is getting worse.  It is so hard.  These days feel longer and longer…