love scares me. i want to s.i. and i try and i do. i do behind his back but i cant keep secrets. in love, i cant have secrets. and when he finds out, im afraid he’ll tell someone. im afraid, in love im afraid. love scares me. im afraid.
i know the situation you’re in. and if he really loves you, the only thing he’ll do is try to help. he won’t tell anyone unless he thinks it’s really bad. at first he will be scared, theres no way of avoiding that. but dont let him figure it out on his won, tell him. its scarey and it makes you feel bad, but its better than letting him find out on his own, it really is.
he will be disappointed because each man that i’ve been with that has known have always been disappointed with me and the boy i’m with now has never done it and sometimes gets angry and can barely speak with me. it has actually helped me a lot in stopping because he only gets angry when he knows i could have done better. he’s sort of like a counselor and in love, hatred cannot happen.
it will all work out. and just because no one ever told me so, i want to tell you that i appreciate you trying your hardest not to s.i. and that if you do i’m here for you. you can do it!
True love is blind, yet sees all… If someone can’t love me, all of me, then I don’t need them in my life. I’m scarred on the outside and rather damaged on the inside, but that doesn’t make me unworthy of love.
i know the situation you’re in. and if he really loves you, the only thing he’ll do is try to help. he won’t tell anyone unless he thinks it’s really bad. at first he will be scared, theres no way of avoiding that. but dont let him figure it out on his won, tell him. its scarey and it makes you feel bad, but its better than letting him find out on his own, it really is.
he will be disappointed because each man that i’ve been with that has known have always been disappointed with me and the boy i’m with now has never done it and sometimes gets angry and can barely speak with me. it has actually helped me a lot in stopping because he only gets angry when he knows i could have done better. he’s sort of like a counselor and in love, hatred cannot happen.
it will all work out. and just because no one ever told me so, i want to tell you that i appreciate you trying your hardest not to s.i. and that if you do i’m here for you. you can do it!
True love is blind, yet sees all… If someone can’t love me, all of me, then I don’t need them in my life. I’m scarred on the outside and rather damaged on the inside, but that doesn’t make me unworthy of love.