so we got grades back in school, and i did bad in one of my classes. so for the rest of the class, i sat there fidgeting, because all iw anted to do was hurt myself. for a good forty minutes, until i could get to the bathroom to do it i was just sitting there, aching to si. and then when i got home i did it again, bad. i’ve just been so stressed lately and like, i don’t know how much more of it i can handle before i end up going over the edge. cause i’m pretty close right now. i wanna talk to someone so badly, the only person who i can completely open up to is busy with her own problems, and i don’t wanna burden hers with mine, ya know, i just really don’t know what to do anymore. i’m depressed for no reason, all the time now. it takes next to nothing to get me down.