so we got grades back in school, and i did bad in one of my classes. so for the rest of the class, i sat there fidgeting, because all iw anted to do was hurt myself. for a good forty minutes, until i could get to the bathroom to do it i was just sitting there, aching to si. and then when i got home i did it again, bad. i’ve just been so stressed lately and like, i don’t know how much more of it i can handle before i end up going over the edge. cause i’m pretty close right now. i wanna talk to someone so badly, the only person who i can completely open up to is busy with her own problems, and i don’t wanna burden hers with mine, ya know, i just really don’t know what to do anymore. i’m depressed for no reason, all the time now. it takes next to nothing to get me down.
Stress and depression are never a good combo. I know i was in your shoes literally a year ago. I know that is a hard feeling to get rid of. And don’t go over the edge. Trust me, you have so much to offer you just don’t know it yet. And being close to the edge sdaly is when yu realize ther is no place but up to go. And when you get up you realize that you didn’t go over becuase you are here for a reason. I have been exactly where you are, it is a hard feeling to fight but since you decided to come here and say something shows that maybe you want ot get better. And thats what all of us here want is for us to get better and fight this. If you need to talk ever. email me. my email is dashdollie10@yahoo.com. I will respond and listne and be anything you need. If you need an ear, i will be more than happy to be that for you. Just don’t go over before you now what its like being at the top.
~Melody