Well everything that everyone has told me to do to start the dealing process just blew up in my face.  I came to this site because i really didn’t know where else to go or who to talk to, the last chance sort of thing. Everyone kept telling me to “tell someone it helps find someone you trust and tell them”. well i did and i told someone i thought that i could trust. i told them everything and yeah they were freaked but they seemed to be trusting. then i was checking my email and my mom asked when did i start SIing and im so pissed right now i mean i cant trust anyone. my mom is already freaked because im in iraq and now this i really dont know what to do im 20 yrs old and im so afraid right now what do i do