i did it again last night. but this time my friend (one who knew) caught me. i was just so upset about something, i couldn’t help it. but i did something i haven’t done in a while. i only ever do that when its really really bad. and i’m not proud of myself for getting back to that place where i had avoided for so long. and now i’m at one of my lowest points. i thikn i may be clinically depressed, i get depressed randomly and for absolutely no reason. i just really don’t know what to do any more. i guess more than anything, i want to let out what i’m feeling. that’s all
I’m glad that your writing.
Being caught in the act is humiliating. I know that feeling too well… When your friend caught you, did it help you to open up about what was going on?
You know, I can relate to your depression. I get depressed for no reason at all, too! So, if we both do I’m sure you don’t have anything wrong with you? Or, I hope not because that would mean that I do, too.. x.x
As for the friend, you are lucky you have a good friend that will watch out for you! Not everyone has one like that! So, try to think about the positive things, the things you should be thankful for!!! 8D