i seriously thought about totally giving up last night. and i kinda scared the crap out of myself. i was gonna do it, i was about to and then my best friend called. so maybe, there is someone up there who cared. and i actually ended up admitting to my best friend about what i do.
but even after getting so much out, i still want to do it again.
last night, i was thinking of how much easier things would be for the people around me if i was gone. and i couldn’t find any reason to stay. i obviously didn’t go through with it, but now i might give it more serious thought in the future.
oh, and does any one know if those call lines to talk to someone so you don’t s.i, they say they’re toll free but will the number show up on my cell bill?
i’m so happy your friend called you. i don’t even know you, but i do care. and there’s people who care in your life that if you were gone, they would be so torn apart, even if you don’t see it now. if you’re thinking of it again please please tell someone. and it’s good that you admitted it to your friend, they can help you, but ending it shouldn’t be an option, you need to tell someone that can get you help. i’m always here: dumdiddly311@yahoo.com
All numbers you dial usually show up on your bill, if you have itemized billing on your cell phone plan. Please don’t let this discourage you though… and the number that will show up would be the physical number, not the “letters”. Do your parents dial back numbers you have dialed or do you think they would? If they do, you can always claim you let your friend borrow your phone to dial a toll-free number or something… but lying isn’t ever the best option.
Is there someone in real life you could talk to?