hello ppl … this is al here .. i am also one of those ppl whose life seems to be PERFECT from outside .. but i have the real pain inside .
I used to si , then i realized that this was wrong and i stopped injuring myself. But now only because of a confused mind,i have started it again.What to do ?
im sorry to hear that this cycle is starting for you again. =[
think about it like this..you had the strength to stop before..find that inner strength again.
you obviously have it. break the habit, find alternatives.
find ways to do what you did last time to a T.
i know what you mean about looking like things ae perfect from the outside, but inside..it’s the complete opposite. how about taking a piece of that outside perfection..and forcing it inside of yourself..to make it real.
find your happiness and run with it.
maybe you should try to evaluate somethings to take the confusion out of your life..??
i hope you understand what im saying.
good luck. =]
and you did it once…you CAN do it again.
xoxo