my older sister is 16 and is preagent, i try my hardest to be nice to her and support her, i know its hard for her to go through life with a child growing in her. But i just feel like everyone is on her side, like everyone just forgets im here. she always gets away with everything she does, and if i do something i get in so much trouble, even if i do the same exact thing that she did. some times i feel like i am going to blow up at her, which makes me want to S.I, i dont want to hurt her or the baby and at times i just feel like i would be more happier if she didnt live with me. i just want everything to go back to the way it was, before all of this happen. =[[ i dont know what to do.
wow..i know exactly how you feel. because sometimes when i feel like im going to hurt others or get angry with someone else..i want to take it out on myself.
please don’t act on it. try something else..like..writing about it maybe? talking to a friend. regardless, no one is not always going to get along with their siblings. it may seem like she has all the attention now, but being pregnant, she’s probably really fraglie mentally and physically, and young at that. maybe you should try to bond with her..and in some way..the attention will be on the both of you.
but don’t hurt yourself because you don’t want to hurt other people. because if they think it’s their fault..won’t it just be hurting them anyways?? that’s how it was with my family.
keep your head up okay. =]
good luck.