I am so overwhelmed with some financial issues and right now its just affecting me more right now. I SI’d for the first time in 2 weeks last night and than did it today again. I really need to do it again. Its not good enough. I totally understand why money leads people to suicide. I am not used to having this much of a problem and I can’t handle it right now. everything else is going fine. Of course something has to go wrong! I can not deal with this.