i have been having a hard time in life, my dad left my family when i was young, and now my sister is preagnet and she is 16. one of my friends s.i. and when i found this out i was really disappointed in her but then that night i went home and tried it myself, now i am addicted and cant stop, i have lost so many things since i’ve started, im hiding things from my family and friends, i have even lost my boyfriend from this. i need help, i want to stop really bad, i just cant and i feel like no one understands me