I don’t know what I’m going to end up saying, but I’m having a good day and wanted to share about it. Therapy is going very well for me. Pretty soon I’m going to start going 2x a month instead of every week. This will be good too. I’m doing very well. I have not injured in many many years, and yes I am alumni of SAFE and proud of it. I actually went a few times. The last time wasn’ t because I was injuring either. I was in the behavior and constantly thinking about it so I went to SAFE basically for relapse prevention. That helped me immensely. Christmas is right around the corner and that has always been a major trigger for me. I think I’ll be ok this year with the family functions and all that. I also do not drink and I find that harder to not drink than it is to not injure. Injuring just does not really seem a part of my life anymore. I’m more in the service area where I want to help people out. I’m being asked if I want to work at the mental health agency where I receive my therapy from and I think I’m going to do it. That will be my main goal for 2009. To be in the working field. It’s been awhile since I worked and I didn’t hold my position for very long. But times are different now. I’m stronger and I believe in myself more. Now how did I get from talking about Christmas to working. I’m a little scattered but that is ok. I’m still doing good. Ya know I was told that two steps forward and one step back deal, which I can’ t stand hearing because it sounds negative, but if ya look at the glass half full or half empty makes a difference. Two steps forward and one step back still leaves me one step forward. So there you have it. LOL. My babbling for the day. So I’m a little scattered so what, my wings still got me flying. Hope everyone has a wonderful holiday. Is your glass half empty or half full? Think about that, seriously, and see how your day goes. Take Care, Laura.