I am not doing so well these past few days!! I think that it has a lot to do with the holidays coming around the corner, but not really sure!! I feel sad, alone, angry and scared as last night I gave in to self-injury. I have been sooooo overwhelmed lately and that feeling of wanting to isolate is coming back. I have a hard time picking up the phone too. I have been doing my logs, but didn’t do ANY yesterday. Stupid!! I know what I have to do and sometimes I think that I don’t need to do them as I think I have a handle on things going on in my life. I was soooooo wrong!! I feel like I can’t do anything right and yet I am not SIing everyday like before. It is soo easy to get caught up in all the negative things that I have done instead of what I have accomplished!! Anyway…guess I need to talk to more people. Maybe someone could email me and lend a supportive ear or two. Thanks!!
Hey there, you know who I am, if I give you my email address, email me, and I will give you my phone number and call me just as often as you call brit. You can also email me as much as you want. I am struggling also. Each time I go into a store, or am alone, or reminded of something. I don’t have anything.
I am sorry you SIed. You are not stupid, no one is, you just had an urge and you probably didn’t have your logs nearby when the urge was strong.
anyway, my email is bptabby@fuse.net
your friend
from USA
Betsy
I understand how you feel, I get that way around the holidays to, so your not alone. Today i didn’t self injure my self one way, but I did in another, because I was so overwhelmed. As I think of it I regret it because I feel sick. But to get to the point, I know that it is wrong to do those things, and sometime I don’t think before I act. So me and you can relate, and maybe we can keep each other strong, you can email me at: chewningleona@yahoo.com, so we can talk thats if you want!!!
From your friend Leona