I started SI when i was in middle school and continued throughout high school and after. I am now 19 and almost twenty, and it has only gotten worse. I used to be fat but i lost the weight thinking that would cure my emotional pain, but no it didn’t. I have scars all over in places i thought i could hide my SI. I’ve ran out of room. Im begging someone to please let me know that this is something i can overcome. I have no one to talk to about this. I know i am not crazy but i feel if my friends and family should find out, that is how i would be percived. If there is anyone willing to blog with me please let me know. I am just so trapped and NEED to talk. Thank You.
hey, i want u to know that u are not crazy, i totally understand u.
i feel the same way as u do….especially about people finding out and thinkin that i am crazy. i have never told any of my family, but i have told my boyfriend…and it is really good having someone that knows about. i suggest that u find someone really close to u that u can trust and talk to.
thank you it is very reassuring to hear that i am not crazy. i have a problem with finding someone really close to talk to. ive just moved from the south to the north, which is a complete culture shock in and of itself, but its left me with knowing no one. my anxiety and trust issues are making me feel “trapped” and reaching out on this site right now is my hope to be able to find ppl who understand and who will not only listen but respond from the heart because of their expierences. thank you so much for commenting me back. i cant express the lonlieness of having no one to reach out to. if there is any more comments or suggestions or even just wanting to blog with me about this, i would truely appreciate it. Agian THANK YOU.
I dont know how that feels but i know how feeling trappped in your body feels. Not the same thing but same concept i guess. I dont know how much i could understand of that whole moving thing, but i can listen if you need it. I know how that feels when you need to reach out and there is no one there. You can always email me at malloryxmorgan@rocketmail.com.
your not totally alone remember that:)