People always seem to find ways to make me hate myself. It’s like they want me to SI. Today, someone said, “make sure you don’t break my desk I need to sit in it later.” I was sitting at there desk and I wanted to curl up and die. It’s so unfair, I’m friendly to everyone and I get this. I hate it and it makes me hate myself.
I hate that. Some days it just seems like everyone is trying to push my sore spots. I don’t understand how they can do that and not realize how much hurt they cause. I have no real advice to give you, the best i can do is hope you can keep some jerk from deciding how you feel about yourself. I think you’re awesome. I’ve seen some of your earlier posts, and you seem like such a compassionate person. Stay strong.