My parents are governing my life.  I have 2 different treatment centers I could choose from right now and I don’t know which one I what to go to.  I am leaning heavily on both, but a little more on the other.  I want to go on and finish college and become a pharmacy tech.  I am a junior in college.  My mom believes I will not be able to finish college because I am on so many medications.  I don’t know what to believe anymore.  She puts me down and I begin to believe her and don’t think I will be able to get the degree I want to.  But its the first time in years that despite the number in meds, I am not feeling drugged and think I can make it.