I feel like telling the whole world about my si. Just so people understand what i have been going through the last couple months. I feel like i need people to know just so i can feel better because i dont want to hide it anymore. And then there are those days where i just want to crawl in a box and hide forever. The days where my scars seem so noticible that it literally makes me sick to my stomach. The days i wish the people who do know didnt know. I have been SI free for three weeks now which doesnt sound like much,but its the longest i have ever gone. Opps acctually when i was in S.A.F.E. i think i went four weeks, but im not really sure.