I feel like telling the whole world about my si.   Just so people understand what i have been going through the last couple months.  I feel like i need people to know just so i can feel better because i dont want to hide it anymore.  And then there are those days where i just want to crawl in a box and hide forever.  The days where my scars seem so noticible that it literally makes me sick to my stomach.  The days i wish the people who do know didnt know.  I have been SI free for three weeks now which doesnt sound like much,but its the longest i have ever gone.  Opps acctually when i was in S.A.F.E.  i think i went four weeks, but im not really sure.