I used to SI a lot, but I was able to stop about a year ago. It’s been over a year since I’ve SIed, and I really thought I was over it. But lately, I’ve been under a lot of emotional stress, and I’ve had a really strong urge to start it again. I hated where I was at that point in my life, so I don’t want to be back there. But I want to have some release so bad! It’s been a long time since I’ve had the urge this badly, and I’m scared I’m going to start again!