I can tell I’m not wanted because no one seems to care about me. I don’t have much friends, my family acts like I’m invisible, except for my dad but I hate my dad. I can’t turn to anyone ’cause, like I said before, I don’t have many friends. Well, I don’t really have any. I have one best friend and if she knew I si she wouldn’t talk to me anymore. I act like everything is fine, I’m always smiling but I’m sick of faking. No one, NO ONE, realizes that I’m more depressed than anyone they’ve ever met. One of my brothers has a problem, too. And my mom is trying to help him, but he doesn’t si. He just smokes weed and stays in his room. But as for me, I si, and my mom knows it. She promised to get my help but she never did. And I’m always being taken for granted and I hate it. No one appreciates me and no one cares. I just want to be noticed, for once in my 14 years of life.
I know how you feel :). but there’s one thing I learnt . NO ONE is going to come up to you, and lend you a hand. If you’v fallen, and are on the floor, DONOT wait for anyone to come and help you up. Learn to get up yourself.
Your mother said she’d get you help, and I am in no place to say whether or not she really cares about you, but one thing i know for sure, ALL parents, deep down inside, no matter what kind of person they are, want what’s best for their children.
For one, you want to be noticed you say? Well babe, to be honest, most of us do. And well, if you wanna be noticed, you have to work on becoming a noticable person. How you choose to do that, is up to you, however, make sure its right. (i.e. rebels are also noticed. however, what they are doing isnt always right. )
Go and find help YOURSELF. don’t depend on anyone. I know its like “but what, even my family? can’t i even depend on my family?!”
And well, sometimes, you can’t. It’s not fair, i know. But tell me, who EVER said that life was fair? Whoever said that, is the world’s BIGGEST liar and idiot, living in an unrealistic world.
Oh btw, if your friend stops talkin to you because you injure yourself, rather than tryin to help you out, then, she’s not a true friend 🙂
Find someone who can accept you, and help you. DONT WAIT for someone to come up to you. YOU have to make the effort here.
AND, if you’r down, dont hide it. That doesn’t mean you have to answer why you’re down if someone asks, you can simply tell them to let you be as you have your reasons.
Try to make a list of things you can be grateful for. Things that, other people may not have. 😀
Hope this helped 🙂
Hey, thanks for the advice. But, one of the many reasons why I si is because I’m not noticed; I want people to take an interest in me. If I get help myself, then I’ll get nothing I want. I’m not sure if that made sense, but yeah… I don’t know how else to say it. But anyway, thank you again.