…..like your problems don’t matter? like everyone has worse issues then you and you don’t want to talk about anything?
That’s how I am. I have a lot to talk about but I never want to say anything because I feel like everyone has worse stuff then I do and I feel like I should be helping them instead of worrying about me.
Most of my friends “in the past” like to party hard, did drugs or drank or something like that, and I never did that kind of thing. I S.I., ya know? like..they did drugs. I S.I. I feel like its not important at all.
I feel like i’m not important.
just because something doesn’t seem as “big” to you
doesn’t mean it doesn’t matter
you do matter
and whatever is going on
no matter how big or small
is important
personally
S.I. is way bigger than party and drinking you know?
but it is just a different thing
both are unhealthy
i’ve learned from personal experience
that if u don’t talk about ur problems
they will come out eventually
in a way that you don’t want to imagine
its like holding a beach ball underwater
it will eventually come up to the surface
and then you will see it
Don’t ever say your not important because you are and your problems matter just like the next guy, so don’t under estimate what matters and what doesn’t because you do. Your lucky in a way you see in my past I my way of injurying myself was doing drugs and drinking I did SI up until today I can’t tell which one was more harmful to me in the long run. If you ever need to talk I’m available my e-mail address is denny666@verizon.net I check them often until then take care of yourself.
Yes, I do feel like you are describing sometimes. When I start comparing myself to others, I usually feel like a huge failure. The only way I have found to combat this is to try and compare myself now to where I was yesterday. Success is all “relative”, meaning it is based on a comparison. The little things do matter because all the little things are part of bigger things, which are then all part of who I am becoming today.
I just sorta feel useless. Like I mean, I cant help it. and my parents sure don’t help with it
Im just tired of it all. and I don’t feel like I can talk to anyone. I can’t convince myself that my problems *or even, life* is important. its rough man