my name is unimportant i am a no body i have a history of si and its something that i am working on each and every day its something that i do struggle with and something i am willing to take advice on i try hard to hide it and hide the pain i feel inside and out but its hard is there anyone here whom can give some aid to someone who feels lost and alone. i am not a kid i am an older than some of u but i still would like advice i need some good ideas to manage what i am feeling i am trying to save up to get a book but if you can send me some advice let me know thanks for ur help and thanks for taking the time to read my blog