I sit in the corner
life races by
i am alone.
i am fine here
i am safe
i am happy
don’t i look it.
life is fine
it always is
it will never change
as far as you know.
but deep inside
i know the truth
it is not OK
it never was.
but who can i tell
when i am alone
i could try
or i could just go.
i could go
far away up above
to an easier place
or i could try.
frustration fills me
my body covered in scars
is that my answer.
now i just lay here
while i cry
rivers cover my hot cheeks
the currents pull me down.
i fight for breath
hope to live
trying to free myself
from this black pit.
i guess my choice is made
it was a long time ago
when the first drop fell
and the first skin broken.
i really enjoyed reading this poem. it is really good. it has so much meaning and it relates to me as well
i like it and it does relate i write similar things during school =)
You know that people care about you. I do. im worried about you. Please call me or at least email me. i want to know that your all right. Life sucks sometimes but we can get through it. I just wish you lived closer because being across the country sucks. Remeber what we learned in s.a.f.e. and remember the saying jessica told us.”It will all be okay in the end, and if its not okay, its not the end. I miss you gorgeous.
-Lindsay