I don’t know what to do anymore. Life is not working and sometimes I feel like just giving upand whenever i open up to somebody i knowI just feel embarrassed and ashamed.SI is the only thing that makes me feel better sometimes when I have no options left. I feel like I am so lucky to have the life I do, but I feel stupid and selfish because I can’t embrace it.I spend most of the time feeling depressed and angry.  And I don’t know what can make me feel happy anymore.