I have been SIing for the past 2 months, and I feel like I am addicted to it. I love the feeling of feeling nothing when it happens. I get so stressed out and anxious, and then I remember what if feels like to just SI and it takes everything Im feeling at that very moment, away. It is the most amazing thing ever. I know that it isn’t the safest thing to do, and the scars on my arm are disgusting, but right now it’s the only thing that keeps me breathing at the end of the day.
You’re right, its VERY addicting. i’ve been doing it for 8 years and its the hardest thing i’ve ever tried to give up. it may seem like it helps but in reality it only makes things worse and the more time that goes on that you do it the harder it is to give it up. Self Injury has consumed me and it is so hard to break free of. Just be careful! It may seem like its helping but its not in the end. If you want suggestions of something else to do or things that i do to distract myself let me know. or if you just want someone to talk to.
dtrouble007@yahoo.com
I used to be like that. Try not to get deeper into SI. It has consumed so many people I know. No one deserves such a price to pay. If you need to talk to me, message me.
<3 Juliana