I have been SIing for the past 2 months, and I feel like I am addicted to it. I love the feeling of feeling nothing when it happens. I get so stressed out and anxious, and then I remember what if feels like to just SI and it takes everything Im feeling at that very moment, away. It is the most amazing thing ever. I know that it isn’t the safest thing to do, and the scars on my arm are disgusting, but right now it’s the only thing that keeps me breathing at the end of the day.